Okay... i really don't know who can i speak to and i do not know how am i going to describe my feeling.
IUI was once a success to me and i always trust it is a best way i could have by trying to conceive naturally. Apparently it is not going as I'm suppose to let it happen. This is my second time and im anticipating AF to come... what i did wrong? I just need one child, and cuddle of my own. But what i going thru is like roller coaster.
If either me or my DH is having issue or problem in production, pretty fair enough that i can undergo IVF. However, doctor checked and diagnosed that we both work fine. My DH washed and the sperms are working well, and follicles look good.
But WHAT WENT WRONG!
DH told me is a faith by GOD, but which GOD can tell me when is my time for my own cuddle puff. I wanted to cry out loud but it only silent in my heart. DH only said faith which i can't further my feeling. GOD know me better than anyone else but who else giving me a mercy to my pain and replacing my hope and promises?
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