I wonder it is me? Or applied to all pregnant women? Before I knew it present, I drank beer while hanging out with friends, I ate a lot without control, I even fell to the floor while bathing in the toilet (Thanks to the stupid flying insect, making me panic and fell!), it did not felt any pain on me at all, or any different in me. But after got to notice about it present, everything seem changes.
I can't sit, I can't eat, I can't talk, I can't sleep, I even diagnosed gastric pain... I was so awful until I needed to go for gynae check and asked for medicines. I felt like crying especially in the class. I was attending HLA sales training for two weeks, first week I attended without notice it presents yet; while second week is a nightmare to me.... I almost want to give up and go home and rest. I can't control myself at all, and it was doubled in pain especially the class was in frozen coldness (thanks to the centralize aircond system in the building).
I couldn't tell anyone in the class on my condition, as Chinese belief, we can't review pregnancy especially below three months old.
Worst part ever, we are required to attend final "exam" before we were released on field. That week, i almost floating and asking to leave early just to look for gynae. I can't even absorb what was taught in the class... i just wish Friday may come early so I could rest and release.
Somehow, time flies, and that's the end of my entire course.
*P/S: I still can eat proper food, and food is still sense fresh and nice to me. After that.... is my worst nightmare ever!
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Our First Gynae Check
7 Sep, first check up in Roopi Medical Center. Before that I couldn't sleep at all caused it was too excited, and I thinking for an excuse to skip my HLA training class. At that point of time, nothing is much important than checking out my baby. So I decided to spam a fake sick reason to escape myself.
It was so crowded in the clinic, and I was so much worried in my mind, it was a joyous moment when I knew I'm pregnant; yet, I did not know my baby condition as of time. My hubby told me not to worried, at least we knew pregnancy was a hope to us. To the better or worst, we were blessed to know baby arrival to us.
After 2 hours of waiting, finally my name was called. But Dr. Roopi was in holiday, therefore another old doc (forgotten her name) was going to check on me.
I was asked by few Qs, as such, when is your last period and how long it last. Then, I was instructed to lied on a bed, and doc was taken vaginal scanning on me, it was so scary where I worried it poked on my baby (well, too much imagination as a mommy). During the scanning, it took some time to seek for the tiny sprout. At very first, doctor will ensure I did not having ectopic pregnancy, then, it started look for baby, and finally we met baby. Hubby was sitting behind yet the nurse called him to spot on baby. It was so much complexity of feeling when I saw baby for the first time. At one point, I asked my hubby to pinched me, it is real? It is baby? The joyous couldn't hide from both of us, the amazing of getting to know baby arrival is unexplained. It is happy, worry, anxiety, and lots of planning gonna flew into our mind.
That was the day, where we knew our baby was here. It was blessed with loved.
It was so crowded in the clinic, and I was so much worried in my mind, it was a joyous moment when I knew I'm pregnant; yet, I did not know my baby condition as of time. My hubby told me not to worried, at least we knew pregnancy was a hope to us. To the better or worst, we were blessed to know baby arrival to us.
After 2 hours of waiting, finally my name was called. But Dr. Roopi was in holiday, therefore another old doc (forgotten her name) was going to check on me.
I was asked by few Qs, as such, when is your last period and how long it last. Then, I was instructed to lied on a bed, and doc was taken vaginal scanning on me, it was so scary where I worried it poked on my baby (well, too much imagination as a mommy). During the scanning, it took some time to seek for the tiny sprout. At very first, doctor will ensure I did not having ectopic pregnancy, then, it started look for baby, and finally we met baby. Hubby was sitting behind yet the nurse called him to spot on baby. It was so much complexity of feeling when I saw baby for the first time. At one point, I asked my hubby to pinched me, it is real? It is baby? The joyous couldn't hide from both of us, the amazing of getting to know baby arrival is unexplained. It is happy, worry, anxiety, and lots of planning gonna flew into our mind.
That was the day, where we knew our baby was here. It was blessed with loved.
The Day We Knew the Presence
The day (6 Sep, 1045pm) where I first saw two lines appeared on the pregnancy test.
I remembered my whole body was shaking and tears were running around at my eyes. Next move, I peak from the toilet door and asked my hubby to looked at the result. Funny thing was, he had no idea what was it about, until he read the instruction book, then, he started gave me a silly funny expression on his face.
At the moment, me and hubby we're thinking maybe the tester was spoil, why not test it later. For that moment, I drank plenty of water to make sure my next urine was here in no time.
And finally, two lines appeared in second test. We both were so excited, and I quickly asked my hubby sent me to clinic to verified again. It was getting late and almost approached to 11.30pm. I prayed hard to hope there were clinic opened for 24 hours yet the luck was not there. So we decided to admit emergency at Tropicana medical Center. It was silly... But what to do, we were first time in parenthood, what we want in mind was to ensure baby was safe.
In the hospital, we were filing in a lot of silly imagination. After normal urine AGAIN, we were waiting for the night shift doctor for the news and hope for ultra scanning could take place. However a calm and weird doctor came in and said, don't you know your pregnant after you were delayed from menstruated? I wasn't in accurate period cycle, how could I know? I replied. Then, the doctor shaken his head and walked away leaving me n my hubby for half an hour under shivered cold.
Once the result was ready, the doc walked in and confirmed I'm pregnant. However he advised not to take scanning cos midnight charge doesn't worth for now.
Me and hubby got sketched in our head, a doc who doesn't want to earn money. Weird and funny.
Since at least a real confirmation, me and my hubby happily back home and it was 1230 midnight.
^.^
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| Two Lines proven it presents! |
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| That's the brand I used that made me found baby present |
I remembered my whole body was shaking and tears were running around at my eyes. Next move, I peak from the toilet door and asked my hubby to looked at the result. Funny thing was, he had no idea what was it about, until he read the instruction book, then, he started gave me a silly funny expression on his face.
At the moment, me and hubby we're thinking maybe the tester was spoil, why not test it later. For that moment, I drank plenty of water to make sure my next urine was here in no time.
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| First Picture taken after the test, I wonder it is my tummy or my baby? |
And finally, two lines appeared in second test. We both were so excited, and I quickly asked my hubby sent me to clinic to verified again. It was getting late and almost approached to 11.30pm. I prayed hard to hope there were clinic opened for 24 hours yet the luck was not there. So we decided to admit emergency at Tropicana medical Center. It was silly... But what to do, we were first time in parenthood, what we want in mind was to ensure baby was safe.
In the hospital, we were filing in a lot of silly imagination. After normal urine AGAIN, we were waiting for the night shift doctor for the news and hope for ultra scanning could take place. However a calm and weird doctor came in and said, don't you know your pregnant after you were delayed from menstruated? I wasn't in accurate period cycle, how could I know? I replied. Then, the doctor shaken his head and walked away leaving me n my hubby for half an hour under shivered cold.
Once the result was ready, the doc walked in and confirmed I'm pregnant. However he advised not to take scanning cos midnight charge doesn't worth for now.
Me and hubby got sketched in our head, a doc who doesn't want to earn money. Weird and funny.
Since at least a real confirmation, me and my hubby happily back home and it was 1230 midnight.
^.^
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