BFN

After tested yesterday, it shown a BIG FAT NEGATIVE (BFN).

Although a lot of people blogged or even updated that 9dpiui is still early to say. But as a sense of "mother" i knew it is negative. Yesterday night was having a pillow midnight talk with my DH, he told me I'm not doctor and will not know the actual. But i told him i have six sense, he replied cow sense. Ya! Ya! Skipped all the grandmother old story.

I were a mother of two, and definitely i can sense if is here. Now... I think i gonna skip for this month after AF perhaps wait for another before restart it again. I had been trying it like almost 3 months continuously, and i know my body can't cope it much longer especially my hormone.  

Good luck to those that working on it. Need more baby dust to me....